Insomnia Talk.

Hey everyone,
Right now is 2.57 am, December 2nd, 2011. And I'm not sleeping yet. As the title suggest, i am insomniac. simply, i have insomnia. Insomnia is difficulty in sleeping. For more info check this website http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0001808/. I would redirect you to Wikipedia but i think this is more reliable source. It has been a quite some time now i'm stuck with this. It is eating me from the inside.
To be honest i don't know whether this is really insomnia or not. I mean I am only 21. Most people my age wont be sleeping at during this hour. A lot of us have works, homeworks, playing games and etc. I never went to a psychologist or a doctor to report my problem yet. I mean why, its not like the doctors would believe me anyway. They might just say I being a spoiled kid who doesn't want to sleep. Plus all the student in the world aint sleeping at this hour. What make me different from them. I don't blame them. Drugs are not cheap.
What the fuck am i writing?? Man this sucks. I cant play Starcraft 2 because my wrist is hurt. FUCK THIS SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alright, i think i'm ending this right now. I have nothing to offer and i'm writing shits right now. They say friends heal depression. Where are them now?

Update #2

Hello everyone,
It is me again. Today i feel like updating. why you might ask. because i value this blog. and writing in it was fun. so i'm bringing the fun back to my life.

But i have to be honest. nothing exciting ever happens to me. Thus i come out with an idea. I will change the name of this blog to From A Failure's Mind. that is my first step. i know it sound depressing but successful mind already rule the world, so i think it is a good step.

Next i want to write a series of me rambling about stuffs. which right now is about games. i'll call it "Me On ... (Something)". I've been spending a lot of time on games right now since i have nothing better to do. So instead of finding a job somewhere. i decide to sit on my lazy ass and play game and wrote my experience on to my blog. So that will be my plan. Right now i have already have some games i've played during my 21 years old life. Among them are:

1. Starcraft 1 & 2
2. Final Fantasy series
3. Resident Evil series
4. Doom series
5. Need for Speed Series.
6. Age of Empires series 
7. Age of Mythology
8. DC Universe Online
9. a bunch of MMO and etc.

Mind you that i am NOT a pro-gamer. Not even close to being good. The best skill i have is on Starcraft 2 but still the community called me a noob (newbie). So this will not be a series of well educated review on the games. Just me rambling about the games. You may like it or not, i'm still going to write it because i'm bored and i need to tell someone about something. I hope you guys will continue to read this blog even if it hurts. :P

That's all for now. This has been Leonhartxtreme signing off.    

Update...

Hello everyone,
Damn, it been so long since i last post anything in here. why u might ask? Well the reason is simply, nothing good happen in life so far. Maybe my first Aidilfitri in Malaysia after 4 Aidilfitri in Canada but it is just the same as 5 years ago. in fact, it was pretty bad. No Aidilfitri BBQ. My bro have to leave early. and no out of this world fireworks that i expected. So I did not write anything. and then with very little income, i cant do anything super fun. plus i dont have license to drive a car. and public transport here only take you the boring place. so yeah, no update.

However, i wanna make this post cuz, i'm thinking of creating a new blog. Probably a photoblog, if all goes well. Or maybe i wanna delete this one. Thus, i wanna thank everyone who read my blog and comments. Thank you.

Gaming Wednesday: E3 so far

Hi everyone,
I want to start something here. So just go along with it.Ii will try to post news or my opinion on the gaming world every Wedenesday and I will call it Gaming Wednesday.

So since this week is E3 Expo at Los Angeles Convention Center, I thought I share with you guys what I watch so far. To be honest, the convention officially start tomorrow, but the major companies has already held their press conference announcing their biggest announcements. but today i will talk about the current major console company; Nintendo, Sony and Microsoft. These three companies has make me wake up early to turn on their livestream to watch their announcements. So let's get started:

Photography through my Eyes...

Hello again,

I've cried my eyes out on the last post. Therefore, I think I share something that make me happy in this post. As the title suggest; it is about my take on PHOTOGRAPHY. I'm going to give you any tips because I'm not in a position to give such things. i just an enthusiastic photographer. I'm not a pro. i wish i am but i doesn't reach that high of an achievement. however, if you think what i wrote is any good for you. then please use it. I'm happy to teach anyone about this i knew.

But first, I want to speak of a short story on how I get into this business. it is really short. The story is I DON'T KNOW. :)) Actually, I think I started to get interested in photography is because of a friend. his name is Ajwad. also known as Ajinda. We haven't been talking for a while now. but I think I can still can him a friend. or maybe someone I admired. back in MRSM Kuala Lipis, I never knew anyone that is so interested in art at such a young age. back then we like to talk about cameras and comics art. of course, he was the better one. he was my mentor I could say. Anyway, seeing him so interested in photography and art makes me want to engage this world too. Unfortunately, because of my blind ambition towards getting rich fast, I put art on the side and try to focus on science and the professional part of life. Another reason for my interest, I could say is my mom. at my house there is a old Konica Minolta SLR lying around broken. my mom always told me that she wants to take picture with that camera one more time. My burning heart said "you know what mom, I'll give you even better. I'll give you a DSLR."
But not out loud of course. Anyway, with that I think to myself, maybe once I get to Canada I want to buy myself a DSLR even if I'm going to starve myself. haha. I guess my mom love towards camera is inherit to me. and my dad love towards gadget is also inherit to me. but that is on some other time. Third, I think is because I watch National Geographic and Discovery way too much. actually make me want to see the world. Thus born my love towards photography.

now, let's talk about my gears and why;

Where Are You?

i remember,
when you are little,
you're a riot,
always making joke,
always running around,
causing trouble to Tok Ma and Tok Ayah,
an energetic little fella you were.

My Adventure Across Ottawa

This will not be the continuation of my sad story. but this is the story of my adventure. why i called it an adventure because i cycled for 4 hours yesterday. just because i want to see the Tulips Festival 2011 here in Ottawa. At first, i was only planning for an hour cycle to downtown and back. but i think to myself. why stop there. so here is my route;

Hog's Back-> Major Hill Park-> Downtown-> Hull, Quebec-> along the Ottawa River-> War Museum-> Britannia Park-> Experimental Farm.

 All those destinations took me 4 hours. i can't even believe that my body can handle that much of cycling. so basically i rode my bike along the Rideau Canal and along the Ottawa River. To paint you a picture of it...here are the Google Map of it...

My Route. From A-D....how cool am I...haha

Food!!

Food!!, a set on Flickr.

an intermission before i continue with my sad life story of failure...

Via Flickr:
food that i ate

How I Disappoint Myself

this will be a sad post. if you dont like reading me complaint, i suggest that you close this page right now. i will tell you the story of how i become me right now. this is not just a complaint post but also i want to figure where i went south. where everything start to get messed up and fucked.

lets start backward;

Canadian Museum of Civilisation

hello everyone,
so yesterday i went to another museum. museum is kinda fun to visit sometime. and this one, Canadian Museum of Civilization i actually enjoyed the most. The War Museum was fine. but this museum actually fascinated me the most. it is not located in Ottawa, Ontario but in Gatineau, Quebec. which is on the other side separated by the Rideau River. fortunate for me there are bus to go there although it is on a different province. so for once in my life i can say i went to Gatineau alone without knowing any french at all (yeah right, like i spoke a word there). anyway, there are a buttload of information to learn there. From the First Nation, kids, Post Office to how Canada came to be what it is today. so by far, i had the most fun here. here is some pictures i took there.

this is the first floor of the museum. this is basically the native stuff. always fun to watch the First Nation art crafts. they spay attention on precisions and details. the symbolism., i dont care much, you have to read it on your own time. 

War Museum

eeeekkkk ooooo....hehe...me again...nothing much...life goes shorter and shorter...so best way to reminisce about memory...yes MUSEUM!!!...haha...anyway...i'm really on a museum mood this couple of week ever since i knew that museum give free admission every thursday...well actually there only been two exhibit i went...National Art Gallery and War Museum....here in Ottawa....i have already shown something about the art gallery last week...now for the War Museum.... 

I've got to be honest...i'm not a man of war...any war...the good, the bad, the ugly, or even Narnia...which exactly why War Museum was not something i'm looking forward to....but learning stuffs about war here is absolutely amazing and worth the 20 minutes bus ride to get here...plus its free...any knowledge got free is always a good thing....

i want to take the picture of the Museum building but can't...because it was dark and it was big...anyway, the architecture of the building reminds me of a bunker....u know...somewhere where the "important" people runs to when there is nuclear holocaust or something....but still it is in keeping with the mood...and it is a War Museum...what better structure to show than a freaking bunker....

Hitler's very own Benz.....this give me chills....seriously looking at his car give me chills...