Monday, January 12, 2009

hard time....hell arise....

hi...
there is no picture what so ever to potray what i'm feeling right...it is pretty much a mixture of all feeling right now...i don't expect you to be worry nor be anything near comforting me...i think i deserve what i get so far...

here is the story of a man...blinded by everything he owned...

the final exam had long ended and the result is in the world wide web....

CHEM 1101-Chemistry for Engineering Students-C+ 3.00
MATH 1004-Calculus FOR Engineering OR Physics- C+ 3.00
MATH 1104- Linear Algebra FOR Engineering OR Science- B+ 4.50
PHYS 1001- Foundations of Physics I- B 4.00


there is no need to tell u what my GPA is.....u can already tell....

my feeling right now....mostly is dissapointed....f**king dissapointed with my self...why...where did i go wrong...why i didn't study enough...why the heck am i asking all this questions...its not like i can turn back the clock and redo it or something....

if i can't recalled what happen maybe i can just talk what should i do next...obviously....i should just f**king study....but look at the calculation....from all 4 courses above....my gpa is around 2.40.....it is already dat bad....it is not that bad...it is f**king bad...don't bother calculating it urself...i've already done it for u....it is merely impossible to get above than 3.00.....here is the list what i am going to take this term and maybe summer term...

PHYS 1002- Foundation of Physics 2- mostly talk about the electric, magnetic n wavelike property of matter...i think...quite similar to PHYS 1004 i guess...so "please to compare me with everyone else."

MATH 1005-Differential Equations AND Infinite Series FOR Engineering OR Physics- well the name pretty much say it all....plus....everyone taking it....

ECOR 1606-Problem Solving and Computers- another course everyone else is taking....they can do it....

ELEC 1908- First Year Project- it is just a course introducing the student to well unknown world engineering physic.....

ERTH 2402- Climate Change: An Earth Sciences Perspective- it is elective....thinking of dropping it but....

CCDP 2100- Communication Skills For Eng Students....not yet taken.....

well, take a good look at all the course i'm taking this term...isn't it "WONDERFUL"....now my plan is having to score all the above course with at least a grade of A....then i can cover my filthy mistake i've done my previous term.... and is also an alternative plan....enjoy my very "long" stay here....cause i've taken my good deep look on all the course...i think u know what i am thinking rationally....

i'm very sorry using very coarse language in this entry...what can i say....who cares anyway....again i'm sorry no picture this time...and also remember this....life sucks......bye