a post before new year....

hi....today is 31st December...only 9 hours before we enter 2010....and then leave 2009...

well...normally people would say a lot of things during the end of the year...and because this post is for the end year so i'm just gonna talk about 2009...

so what happen in 2009???

here is a list of thing that i can wrap my head around for what happen in 2009....

1. i become a better student...i guess...not a great student....just a better one...like from c student to a b student...

2. i learnt deeper physics...well...people would think learning stuffs is normal for student but i really like learning about special relativity and nuclear and stuffs...basically quantum physics...

3. i learnt to cook a lot of stuffs...a great one...i'm not so sure...but i can cook....

4. most important lesson i think is that i didn't give up...

5. i start to cut my hair shorter...

well...i think that is all happen in 2009...i'm not quite sure what else relatively important...i wish i could say i achieve my 2009 resolutions...but unfortunately...i did not remember what is my resolutions...

so honestly....2009 is a pretty dull year for me...the time i wrote this post...i seriously don't remember any significant things...it just life...

so i would like you guys to remind me what happen to me in 2009...cuz seriously i don't remember....

let me end this post with a video...a video we made for friends...enjoyed it but i'm just the crew but not the band...

another post...

hi everybody (dr nick style from the simpson)....hehe

how's is everybody...hopefully fine...me...i'm pretty fine...a lil cough that's all...nothing much...like i said in the previous post...i'm bored...so a lot of ways to pass the time and blogging is one of them...so today i'm gonna tell u guys about the awal muharram and banc sushi...

there was a awal muharram celebration in ottawa...at ashbury college...here some picture...

the food...it was good...but i didn't realize there were seri muka there...i realize the kuih was there went i was looking at the picture...haha

the speech by....(what was his name again)...sory forget...but this show how many people were there...not just from malaysia..but also the country neighboring malaysia...

there were poco2 dance...done by everybody......it was fun...kinda funny looking at old people wearing suit and dance the poco2...hahaha...reminds me of KMPh...

and the line where people get the foods...it was fun...

and then two days after that there was event by the MSA....the event was just to have fun...its sushi time...

these were the people there...quite a number there...the students to have some fun after the exam...wuhuuuuuu!!!!

the sushis...hehe

the eating....hehe...

we had fun on both occasions...there were a lot of eating and a lot of fun...

so now i don't know what to do...or even what to look forward to...i wanna go somewhere but time is really limited now...to go shopping....money is quite limited...cuz i need to save money for my books next term...last term almost $500 for 3 books...but to stay at home...is really boring...i'm so bored that i don't know what to write anymore...if anyone out there wants some one to talk to...i'm here and bored...maybe listen to something u guys have to say could kill my time...

p/s:sorry for any grammar mistake...to bored to care about grammar right now....hahaa

End of the third Term....

hi everyone....

yes...i've managed to survive another term of engineering physics...it was a dreadful term but more to come the next term and all the other terms after this...but i think i can make it through...i know i will...only death or MARA can keep me away from my dream of having a degree in engineering physics...anyway....enough of me blabbering about my program bcuz everyone know it sucks...but other than that i don't know what else to say....i have not been writing anything the whole term...that mean i haven't been using my camera....so other than blabbering....i think i'll show you my old picture....haha

a candle for those i love....

now...this is my cat...no this is our cat...Zack Purmiow...a mascot of Malaysia @ Ottawa...haha...

i like this picture....so i show it....

attack of the 8 legged freak.....haha

picture in picture....

i think that's all for today....i think for the winter there will be a lot of post since i am very bored and still doesn't have plan on what to do....so i guess this is should fill my time....

p/s: anyone reading this and in Canada....(i can't go to the State) can you guys like invite to your place...hehehe

Good Luck....

hi....the last time i wrote a post was just after the term started....now i'd reached the end of the term...damn you engineering....but now i wanna steal some time to write and say that today(9/12/2009) i will have my first final....ECOR 2606....what is it about....i don't understand at all what this course is all about...anyway at 1400 hour i'll be seating at the famous Raven's Nest answering...so wish me luck and hopefully i can do it....please do pray for me....

	Reg Term	CRN #	Course	Section	Title	Exam Type	Exam Date&Time	Location	Alternate Schedule/Type
1	200930	30682	ECOR2606	B	Numerical Methods	Final	09-DEC-2009 14:00	AH	No
2	200930	30692	ELEC2501	B	Circuits and Signals	Final	17-DEC-2009 14:00	AH	No
3	200930	30970	MATH2004	A	Multivariable Cal. Eng or Phys	Final	15-DEC-2009 14:00	AH	No
4	200930	31079	PHYS2604	A	Modern Physics I	Final	12-DEC-2009 14:00	F	No
5	200930	31222	SYSC2002	B	Data Structures and Algorithms	Final	11-DEC-2009 14:00	F	No

just for fun...hehehe

anyway....again i hope that you guys will pray for me....i could really use it...

p/s: For All Those Having Ur Finals Now....GOOD LUCK IN YOUR FINALS...my prayers are with u....

back to school...

hello again everyone...it had been a week after my flight from malaysia to ottawa...nothing much change in ottawa...but a lot had changed in carleton university...they're building i think two more building...which somehow i disagree with...i like the wide open field in carleton...but on the plus side...at least i have new spots to study although i don't actually know when the building is gonna be ready...anyway...i wanna talk about my new term here in carleton....Fall 2009...

to make it easier for me to "melalut", i going to "melalut" in list and here are the list:

1. PHYS 2604; Modern Physic: this course is my "durian"...i really like physic...but it has a hard shell to crack and i will leave you with bad breath...but the taste of it is incomparable...so i'm like being head over heels with this course...my last two physic course didn't go very well and now no more newtonians or gallilean theory...it off to special relativity and all the mumbo jumbo physicist called modern physic...the thought of it give me goosebumps...let just pray and hope i make it out of this in one piece

2. SYSC 2002; Data Structure and Algorithm: yes...i don't what i'm heading for in this course...then the class start..it is basically some sort of extension to C++ i took last term...at least the language is the same...DevC++...and the lecturer are also the same...i was lucky last term to walk away with a B+...but i'm so sure this year...i mean last term i didn't understand the concept of arrays...and this one plays with that concept...aduh...

3. ECOR 2606; Numerical Methods: well...this course plays with MATLAB...another language used in engineering and program...i don't know what to expect with the course...but i know i am not a MATLAB guy...i used MATLAB once to make a simulation of distribution of charge...it went no where...

4. MATH 2004; Multivariable Calculus: plain and simple...if i work hard on this course i should be able to pass this one smoothly...it is a math course and that is the rule of nature for math...my only problem is will i still have time to work hard with all the courses in the way...

5. ELEC 2501; Circuits and Signal: well...i'm embarassed to admit but this one is a repeat...looking at the bright side...at least i know what to be expected in the course and the i've already bought the text book...HOORAY...anyway...this one also need me to put some muscle in it...

so....these are all the course i'll be taking this fall...many things to look forward to...a lot of work to be done...also...i need to get through this year with a very high GPA to get enlisted in the co-op program...my program need it...so everyone reading this...since Ramadhan have only 7 days left...please to pray for my success and my friends too...and i'll be praying you guys too...and sorry no picture this time...and if anyone get bored reading this article...you should have close your window 15 minutes ago...thank you...bubbye...

kechik...starting to miss this cat...huuu

i'm bored...

hi everyone...right now i am really bored...well...the price that i have to pay without a licenses...i don't have a car but my family use two cars...but everyday only one car hit the road while my dad used his Modenas Elegan to work...so i am left alone with a car that i can'tdrive legally...(i can drive...just i don't have a license)...so the conclusion is i'm bored...

anyway...who cares about me...except for me...hahaha...jk...i've been in malaysia for a solid 1 month now...what have i done in malaysia for a whole month...

1. my aunt get engage...i'm a official photographer (done it badly)...kahkahkah

this is my aunt engagement ring...i'm happy for her...

my aunt with her extremely happy face...hehehe....unfortunately...i can't be here during her wedding...my luck...huhu

2. went to several date with my girlfriend...i think i put her face in here...let the whole world know...haha

the middle one is my gf...hehe...of course la the middle one...cannot be the one in black holding a gun right...hehehe....

me and her....

3.do very little photography...not that i'm good at it...

the cats...at my house...really like this picture...

bourganvilla...in front my grandparents house...make me miss kampung...hehe

well...technically...this is not my photo...my sister took this picture...but i really like the emotion my cousin make...she had just run and fell on her knee...hehe

KLCC....i was lucky for this picture cuz the haze is not at its peak...my other picture went south becuz of the stupid haze...

my aunt's fiancee engagement ring....hehehe

well....that is all that happen this pass month...nothing much...but it is memory...there was also one day that i went to watch harry potter and transformers:revenge of the fallen on the same day...my first time double movie at midvalley's megamall...it was fun...hahaha....anyway...other things i learn during my stay at Kuala Lumpur for the pass month is that Kuala Lumpur really have a bad case of haze...like seriously...someone need to do something about that...i also learn that my family doing great without me...that came out wrong...what i meant was that my family had a lot more expenses since i've gone oversea and i am really happy about that...since i was the one who was asking money(rm 150++ very fortnight) during my study in boerding school...i am a independent man now...hehe...well...enough nonsense for now...i waiting for something great for less than a month of stay in Malaysia before i hit the sky back to Ottawa...

p/s: anyone wanna ask me out...i wanna watch G.I Joe...really wanna watch it...

p/s 2nd: ignore my grammar...never good at it anyway...kahkah

khalis nak kawen....ak pun nak gak la...hehe

hi everyone....just wasting time....khalis tag me...so...let's get married...haha

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with d wedding plan! At the end, choose d people u want to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know about u!=)

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your wedding plan, tag d people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

1. How old are you?
- 19....young and dangerous...hua3

2. Are you single?
- double trouble but cannot go to triple...

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
- 27-30....marriage is cool....but.............................

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
- i can't afford to find someone else....

5. if not, who do you want to marry??
- emma watson....hahahahahahahha

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man??
- power rangers....hahahaha....brader gua kot...hahaha

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- it is hard to ask for both....traditional wedding at a garden.....

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
- not quite sure....europe most probably....

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
- still thinking....

10. Will that include your exes?
- well....maybe....maybe not...sayang...bley x????

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
- let see.....1 ok la....modest....

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
- can i do it at night....hehehe

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
- GnR-Patience, oasis-wonderwall, Hujan-Ku mahu kau tahu, hazrul nizam- kaulah segalanya...kahkahkah

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
- lek2 dah....

15. Champagne or red wine?
- red mirinda la...hahahha

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- i'll think about that once there the ring on my finger....

17. Money or household items?
- anythin is acceptable...

18. How many kids would you like to have?
- 3....kot...hehe

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
- Hard drive....DVD/CD is so in convinient....

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
- anyone wanna tell me???

7th July...

hi...

right now it is 1446, July 7, 2009 in ottawa....3 days before my flight going back to malaysia...i'm gonna depart at 1400, July 10, 2009 and arrive in KL around 1400, July 12, 2009...local time...yes...it will be a long trip....transits at vancouver then taipei...the company bringing me back home is EVA Air...i don't know anything about the company...i will be in Malaysia till the September 6, 2009...my trip back will transit through Japan using Japan Airlines...enough about my flight....you guys don't care about it anyway....

so...it have been almost 9 months or maybe longer since i left malaysia and now i'm going back...a lot have change....i have change....now i have half of my front tooth...and i'm fatter....(never leave me alone in the kitchen)....haha

let me get back to the first time i reach here....i graduated from Taylors University College...struggle my way here....then...

then went to BTN for a week....

then....

so i reach canada....

i met so many people....if you read my past post....all i have been showing my activities here...and i think i put this guy on here....

my roommate....hahaha....yes i hate him....but in a hard to pronounce way....i have to thanks to this guy cause at least i know some people here...so in an optimist kinda way....i'm become more social thanks to the guy.....enough about him...

okay...now i wanna tell you guys the true reason why i wrote this post...a few weeks....i thinks it was last week...my fourth year senior in ottawa finish their degree...so they need to get their asses back to Malaysia...here is their graduation photo...

cool eh....they are now engineers....the second from left is Ahmad, Braun and Shanan....i still can't believe that they've done 4 years here already....anyway....then came the time to send them back to Malaysia....i thought it was just a sending like any others...since i have send my friends before...but....little that i know....

everyone is smiling....everyone from first year till 3rd came to send them home...before i go on telling what happen next....i should say that everyone love this three dudes....to be honest...i don't know them that much...i haven't been spending much time with them throughout the year....but i know they are great guys...i got most of things in my house thanks to these guys...they are true sport...that's why everyone went to the airport on their last day in Canada...

after this picture was taken...most the these people eyes turn red...the goodbye was very emotional....(why there is a sad song right now)....people was hard to let go of this three guys...but all good things must come to an end....let not use the word end...let use the word suspended....haha...anyway...to my seniors...GOOD LUCK IN LIFE...HOPE THE ROAD AHEAD IS PROPEROUS AND FULL OF JOY....TILL FATE BRING US TOGETHER AGAIN....

man...it was sad to send the three guys but it kept me thinking...will i have the same goodbye the same way these guys have...a lot they have experience in 4 years studying here...will i get that same experience that they get....i know one thing...the memories will always stuck with me....hahaha....why am i being so sentimental all the sudden...probably i am so damn bored right now and all this slow rock starting to get into my head...anyway....

LET US ALL RAISE OUR HEAD TO THE CLOUDS AND HOPE THAT ONE DAY A HAPPY ENDING AWAITS US SOMEWHERE....(i did the sentimental stuffs again....hahaha)

p/s:R.I.P MJ...

something stupid...

it has been awhile....a long while...since i have ever open this blog....and today i want to update this...(HOORAY!!!)...unfortunately....i dont wanna post any picture...just plain don't feel like posting any picture...but i wanna post a result of a quiz that two of my friends once tagged me in...so here are the answers....

"Get to know yourself better" quiz

You are required to do this as YOU are tagged by ME:
1. Read my quiz result

2. Go to this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

3. Take the Quiz

4. Copy Paste the result to Facebook

5. Tag your friends including me

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

done...kinda like the answers...i can't figure out why...

one picture just for fun...and then going back to study for the finals SUMMER CLASS!!!!

WISH ME LUCK ANYONE READING THIS...

finally....something new......

hey.....everyone....it has been almost 2 months since post something new....well it is simply because there is nothing significant to tell about and i've been busy catching up my grades...anyway this week, i finally found like 20 minutes to tell you something...IT IS SPRING!!!!!!!!....finally....i'm getting sick of snow already....but the temperature is still cold compare to Malaysia....but it is still better than -20 C.... so now we can walk outside wearing just a pair of sweater instead of 2 and the pavement is  save to walk wearing sneakers.....here i go...

project xtreme

it was friday and i have nothing better to do....no phone call on my phone and no mood to play Guild Wars....so i check my camera for battery and put it in my bag and when out "party".....

well...before i reach my rooms at glengarry i saw a huge crowd in front of Mackenzie Building with a ramp built using "leftover" snow....i wonder what the hell is it all about...they have been preparing the place for like 1 week before that (not quite sure actually)....and that evening i know what is it about....it was some sort of competition held by Carleton and Carleton's snowboard assc if i'm not mistaken...kinda cool...XTREME sport.....

Ashrul(the guy on the left) told me that this event is held every year...nice3...anyway....enough talking more picture....

look at that....the leftover snow.....

finally i manage to take high speed picture....unfortunately the guy is "butt"ing me...haha

this is a a still picture...nice rite????

the colourful snowboards used by the contestant....man they are colourful....

well....there are more but i think i would just show these...check out flickr....

aunti zalilah (makan2)

On sunday....we went to aunti zalilah's(she want us to call her that) house on invitation...a big feast was prepared for us by this great woman...like she know that we have been longing for a malaysian food for so long....thank you Aunty Zalilah....hehehe

this is aunty zalilah.....those study in canada....you know her....she is holding aleesya....

three of several malaysian waiting for the bus....i need to show this picture....haha

the foods offered that day....man....there were plenty....if only i have a fridge at res....really missed all that food....

showing off what they ate....cell and sid are holding "rojak buah"....nice one....

most of the people there...there were more but they were scattered around the house...

karaoke!!!!!!!......haha....actually it is Guitar Hero: World Tour......they have fun....

i have to show this picture....for me....this is the most beautiful picture i've ever taken....thanks to En. Alias' Canon 70-200mm f2.8 IS USM L lenses that i borrow....if only i have the money to buy one....btw....the baby is Aleesya and the aunty holding her is Myra....

i guess that's all to summarize our time at Aunty Zalilah's house....we really have fun...personally i really like the food...the taste did not leave my mouth....hahaha....so thank you very much Aunty Zalilah....and thank you to En Alias for sharing the very expensive lenses with me...one day i will buy one just like that....i hope....

Earth Hour

everyone know that earth hour was on 28th....well the day was celebrate to kinda avoid "global warming"....here i am making a very risky statement that i am not supporting this cause...everyone have their own stand and my stand is clear...my reason....i would like everyone that are going to disagree with me....i would like you to watch "The Great Global Warming Swindle"....

my stand is based on this movie and the course ERTH2402 that i take at Carleton University....i'm telling this is not because i want you to follow me but people will hate me for not worrying about the "global warming"....the only thing i like about Earth Hour was that i can see the stars clearly at nite when all the lite went out....other than that....i opposed...but i am not saying there is no "global warming"....i am saying that we must not stop it but to cope with it if there is "global warming"....thank you....

that's all i got for this post....my final is drawing near....so please do pray for me....and good luck for those who is also having their final....sorry for any grammar mistake....no time to check....need to go to sleep.....

GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY....MAY GOD BE WITH YOU....

back from the dead...into a zombie...

hi...i don't know what i wanna talk about this time...nothing important happen...nothing out of the usual...so therefore i think i'll just continue something that girls like to do...they like to answer or probably says few random thing and then tag people and ask the people to write the same boring thing all over again...since i have already been tagged by two people where their identities will be kept secret...and also DoTA only reads this blog because i have pictures....and also Salina read this blog and want to see my sketches which is not beautiful at all...let see whether or not i can cramp everything in a post....now here is the rule....

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you

1.Do you think you're hot?
~i am 37'C ...depends on the definitions of hot....

2.Upload ur favourite picture of you?

3.Why do you like that picture?

i don't know....i just like it...anyway...this could be one of the few pictures of me...there is not much to choose from..

4.When was the last time you ate pizza?

the last time i touch a boring pizza is last friday...the whole nation is build by pizza...but not the artistic good pizza...the fast food pizza...

5.The last song you listen to?

Garden of Eden-Gun N Roses...yes i am a GnR fan....got a problem with that???!!!!

6.What are you doing right now besides this?

~nothing.....

7.What name would you prefer besides yours?

maybe george or kaka...........................f**k u....i like my name the way it is....people don't remember this name....oh yeah.....

now i have already give 7 detail....to sapura....i don't know who i'm going to tag....maybe you...beware...to dila...18 more to go.....

8.i like falls in ottawa.....i want u to guess why....

9. like being alone...away from hypocrasy and hypocrites.....

one of my sketches....

10. i don't listen to music which have cliche meaning and lyrics...and also music that have no single meaning...and it is from my point of view....i don' even care about yours.

11.like to draw....unfortunately my drawing suck...like to take picture...my pictures are "dead"....like to sing...my voices sound like my farts....like poetry but words just hate me....like studying but my results is never good...

my camera......

12. always share t-shirt with my brother and also jeans sometimes back in malaysia....but now...i am 3000 miles apart....their nike air jordan shirt is mine alone and my baju melayu is not with them...(read it with a sad tone)

13. a lot of friends that i met from jasin and kuala lipis still doesn't know that i'm in ottawa....i misuderstood the phrase "hate to say goodbye."

14. like chubby, glasses wearing girl...cute n educated...just like my girlfriend.....

15. not good at anything....

16. love Sepi, "A walk to remember", and any love films that ends with a death....

17. never finish a novel in my entire life...

18. a final fantasy die-hard-fan.....but the only final fantasy i've finish on my own is FF9 n FF12...never played FF10 and FF11...i guess i am not a die-hard-fan after all...

 19.can't stand blood....but i really do love human anatomi...and house...not because of the crappy dr house...but his medical opinion and cases....altough a lot of them are fairly doubtful cases...

20. really like house, CSI, CSI:NY (not a big fan of CSI:Miami), How I met Your Mother, the fairly odd parent, spongebob squarepant, yakitate japan...they make me happy...

21. like to read comics...One Piece, Eyeshield 21, Bleach(but it have been a long time), dragon ball, wira tunggal(also a long time ago), but i am not a fan of naruto...i only read naruto when during big fights which involve the hokage...

22. resident evils fan....i have not played RE, RE:code veronica and RE zero. other than that i played it all...

23. i laugh at pain...when the degree of pain get higher, i become moody....

24. i've once cry because of my knee and dengue fever....

25. would like to have the life of bruce banner, or tony stark, or bruce wayne, or peter parker, or kobayakawa sena or landon carter or the beast in beauty and the beast......

i guess that is all that i have to say....to DoTA...i am sorry....i didn't use my camera....thank you.....