i wanna talk about my sadness.... about my results...and i'm bored....but i will start with the happy one first...so i'm gonna talk about something like ice skating and Anugerah Juara Lagu 24th....
the skating rink is open now...so i can skate again now...skating sure make me happy and i haven't lost my touch although been a year since i last skates....and just now was the Anugerah Juara Lagu 24th....really please with the results...and it made my week...but i missed Estranged-Aurora because couldn't stay reach the server faster....
anyway....Congratulation to Aizat with his extraordinary performance with Pergi and Kau Aku....Pergi is a very beautiful song...i almost cried trying to feel that song...it is beautiful...also....congrats to Yuna-Dan Sebenarnya....really like the Jazz type swinging for the song...really cool...and Faizal Tahir-Bencinta for the spirit he shown us....other performance that i like would be...Estranged-Aurora(watch it on Youtube, wish they won)....Black-Aku Rindu Sayang Kamu (nice vocal), Hujan-Aku Skandal(really cool swing for the intro but hate the "dancer" in front..), and Bunkface-Situasi(nice going for the kids to sing but Sam should try to get a vocal guru)...wow....this is quite long for AJL 24...anyway...it is worth watching....plus Lan and the Typewriter with Siti Nurhaliza was an awesome duo and Search-Pawana(yeah)....
here is the performance that almost made me cry....Aizat-Pergi....
so now...i'm gonna tell u about my results....those who don't wanna read it can close ur browser now...if not then just bear to all my emo talk..don't tell me i didn't warn u...let start of with the not so bad one first....
first of all is my SYSC2002:Data Structure and Algorithms-A....is just a C++ course....and i brought a good carry marks before final...
2nd was my MATH2004:Multivariable Calculus-B-....not surprise...i didn't do bring on a good for the semester...and the final was a lil bit hard for me...
3rd was my ECOR2606: Numerical Method-C-.....i was disappointed...because i could have done better...probably on the final....and all through the semester...but i didn't
4rd was my PHYS2604:Modern Physics-D+....it was a hard course and my tiny brain isn't that good...
MOST DISAPPOINTED of all got to my ELEC2501:Circuits and Signal Analysis-C-....this pull me back to the ground....even pulled me 6 feet under....i cried when i saw this....
a lot of people tell me..."lek a li....u didn't fail la,""better than failing,""ok la 2" and sometime i even hear things like "itu pun tak ley jawab,"....let me explain to all why i'm so down because of this results...my GPA wasn't good for the first year....i can't apply for co-op because of it...so..i think to myself why not i apply for 3rd year...all the 4 courses is in my target...but i put an A for this course...it was an easy course...at least for it was easy....but i've got an C-....u can just imagine how big i missed there....i didn't know where i went wrong...i seriously can see where i did wrong....call me overreacting or whatever u want....but this really broke my heart...i can't apply for co-op no longer...i don't know how i'm gonna get up after this fall...it will get harder not easier after this...so this result should explain why i'm in sorrow all this time...thanks to all those who try so hard to comfort me....thank you very much....
p/s: sorry for the grammar mistakes...trying so hard to get rid of them...hehe
relaks bro...i know u can do it.
ReplyDeletesometime we try to aim high but the opposite happens but don't give up and keep on 'fighting', I know u can do it.
All the best!
relax bob... know you can do it..
ReplyDeletesmayang, doa banyak2.. hopefully Allah tolong nanti permudahkan jalan..
jangan give up.. strive for the next one plak.
-suna-