Today I Walk

Hi everyone,

So today I'm going to talk to you guys about what I did today. It has been a long time since I did what I did today. See here, I like to do some photography. Not really good at it but I still try whenever I got the chance. And I have been out of the game for such a long time. I didn't bring the camera with me at Arau because I know i won't have time to play with it considering that the public transport in Perlis is abysmal and I only one a bicycle. So I did not bring to me. Unfortunately, even during holiday I did not play with it also. But today, thing changes. I went out and try to get some photos.

So today, I went to the National Museum here in KL hoping to catch some good shot. Honestly, I did not know how to get to there. So I just gamble by using the LRT Kelana Jaya Line and stop at Pasar Seni. I went through National Mosque. and walk like 1 km or more and got there. So Alhamdulillah I got there. Even better the route I took actually earn me some cool view. Unfortunately, I went super stupid by bringing my Canon 50mm prime lens only. So it was hard to photos of cool Kuala Lumpur Architecture with a freaking 50mm lens.Maybe I one day I might try again.

Here are some of the best shots I manage to whip out. Again, I need to stress that it is not my greatest work and I'm very rusty. Even worst that I did not use the proper tools and I did not take my time to edit anything. So what you see is what you get. Enjoy

This picture was taken to show the KTM Station Kuala Lumpur. Unfortunately, with a prime lens, there is nothing much to see. 

This dude were showering some plant. I think this is not his first gig. I told him I want to take his picture and he steadily said "Okay". Cool guy.

Some tourist shot. I went to museum on a Thursday, of course there is plenty of tourist because Malaysians were working.

Just a couple of tourist having a rest in front of the National Mosque.

Again some tourist buying street art from the lady there. That lady got some mad skills on her hands. 

This is not some Han Solo freezing thing like in Star Wars. This is an mural of the legendary/mythical Hang Tuah, the greatest warrior Malay ever have. Unfortunately there is nothing much about him in the Museum. I was kinda wanting to read more about him. I like to know more on where he is last told to be. I want to know whether he is a legend or just a myth.

This is basically a replica of the throne of the past Sultan Melaka.

A replica head of the ship of the royal armada in early Malay period. When Malacca was a big name in world trading. 

This is interesting. This the golden tree where the 3 nation up north of Peninsula Malaysia would give to the Thai back in 15th century (dont quote me on that time period). Anyway, I was surprise to see this. I learnt about it in highschool that Kelantan, Kedah and maybe Terengganu gave ufti to Thai as a symbol of friendship. Got to finally see it and see the size of it. It is kinda amazing.  

This is a scale model of the quarry to search for tin. During the British Colonial, they went all out to take the Peninsula Malaysia resource that this huge monster where build in place like Perak and Pahang.  

The bicycle the Japanese use to invade Peninsula Malaysia. Can you believe that those Japan ride bikes to invade Malaysia. Amazing.

These are the artifacts of the one Malay fighter named Haji Abdul Rahman Limbong. 

This is another amazing thing I finally got to see. This is the Proclamation of Independence. This is the letter that prove that Malaysia is free from the British Colonialism. It is amazing to see finally see it. Below is the same thing only in Malay but written in Jawi.  

This the Tengkolok of the Yang Di-Pertuan Agong. 

Finally i end it with a photo of a very famous game in our Malay culture. Although our culture is slowly yet surely fading away. Seeing such congkak set is amazing for me. 

So I guess that would be all. Again, I want to remind that everything I said here must not be quoted. I write this on the fly. No pre-research was made prior to the writing. Even I dont know the truthfulness of what I wrote here. Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed reading this.

See you guys again tomorrow.

Random Rambling

Hi everyone,

Honestly, I don't know what to write about today. I'm just so bored sitting at home channel surfing. There is nothing good on tv. Therefore, I thought I go on some random rambling about anything i can talk about. Unfortunately for me, I don't usually do rambling. I usually ramble when people ask me question or something. That's why I love hanging out with Safwan Omar. He is so curious that he usually the one who ask question. I'll be the one to answer his question. Regardless whether the answer of his question is true or not. You know what, maybe I'll talk about my knowledge about the current state of Liverpool FC.

If you guys don't know this, Liverpool FC is my favourite team of football. (Yes, I'm going with football instead of soccer because i like football better) Anyway, I have been a fan since 2005 after i watch the UEFA Champion League finals where Liverpool won in such a comeback fashion. That year the team went against the informidable AC Milan. We were down 3-0 by the half-time. But miracle happens where Liverpool bounce back to take the game into penalty with 3-3 and won. I remember I was in awe with such team spirit portrayed by the team. Ever since I become a fan of Liverpool FC.

The team that won the tournament. Gotta love those guys.

And now its 9 years later, Liverpool hasn't been as great as they were those year but I believe they are showing their stride again. Now, Liverpool is under the management style of Brendan Rodgers and i have to admit I am in love with him. But honestly, the first time I heard Liverpool was hiring him over King Kenny, I have my doubt. Now, not anymore. Especially after they show a play style which is so different.

Liverpool FC current line up. See the stars of Luis Suarez, Steven Gerrard, Daniel Sturridge, Philip Couinho and many more. The lads are good. 

 Anyway, I'm not going to talk about the individual right now in the team, because Liverpool FC have always been a team. Not a one person team. No matter how good Luis Suarez is. Here is my opinion on today's Liverpool FC performance. I believe that the team is a good contender for the Premier League title. I know that Brendan Rodger said they are only looking at the top 4 place for a placement in the UeFA Champions League contention for next year. But with the style they are playing right now, I believe we can push for the Premier League place. Right now, Liverpool have only 12 matches left for the team to win. I think the biggest obstacle for the team is Manchester City. The first leg, we almost won that match. If we can beat them, I'm sure we can win against Chelsea. So, I believe the team can win Premier League this season, not just the top 4 place.

I believe in Brendan Rodgers style. Even though people might view playing with more youngster is dangerous, but I do believe he can show the youngster and mold them to be great. Only I hope they dont go on and play the youngster too much since we have 12 games to win. Other than that we can also see that the Liverpool FC plays faster under Brendan Rodgers. Ball stays on the ground and passes were short. Precise and fast play with Coutinho controlling the midfield. I love the style they were playing nowadays. They play with speed. That's why I love the Brendan Rodgers style.

I hope the team take the title this year, I really do. The team is more than capable of doing so. They have to keep focus and play like the way they are playing right now. Furthermore, we already  have two top scoring player in the Premier League right now in Luis Suarez and Daniel Sturridge. With those two scoring so much, we can win this!!

I believe in the dude!!!

Kenapa Berdiam

Kenapa berdiam?
Aku disini menanti jawapanmu,
Telah ku lafazkan isiku,
Namun kamu disitu,
Diam membisu.

Mengapa membisu?
Bukankah itu yang kamu mahu dengar,
Nukilan hatiku yang sememangnya benar,
Meskipun kau lihat tanganku ketar,
Ketakutan tidak mahu hatiku dikelar,

Adakah kau jua ketar?
Semua orang punyai kisah silam,
Bersembunyi di hati begitu dalam,
Kisah yang selalunya penuh garam,
Kisah yang kita biarkan di dalam makam.

Bukan niatku mengali makam itu,
Niatku menghapuskannya,
Agar kau tidak perlu ketar lagi,
Tidak perlu ketakutan akan kisah silau,
Kerana aku mahukan masa depanmu,
Sebuah rumah,
2 orang kanak-kanak berlari,
Kita memandang ke langit,
Mempedulikan makam lampau yang musnah,
Oleh itu ku tanyakan,
Kenapa engkau masih lagi berdiam?

Robocop: My Review

Hello everyone,

I can't sleep right now. Its 3.55 am here in Gombak, Malaysia. So i thought i write a review on the latest movie that i watch on cinema. I rarely watch movie at cinema, mainly because of geographical reasons. Let me tell u this, Perlis has no cinema whatsoever. So i am constraint to watch movie anytime i can steal a couple of hours during my holiday. So luckily, during this holiday, just a couple of days ago, me and my friend manage to catch this movie; Robocop

Let me start by saying, Robocop was my childhood memory. I remember when i was a little kid, maybe 7 or 6 years old, i have a Robocop action figure. I fight my dad to get that. Haha. I watch the movie back then and i liked it so much. Anyway, i was going into this movie with some expectation. I didn't put a lot of hope in it because Hollywood can sometimes screw up remake. So i went in the movie thinking i was just going to enjoy this movie.

And honestly, i did enjoyed the movie very much. First of all, i really enjoyed the new look of Robocop. At first i thought the new look is going to be a duplicate of iron man or something. But it wasn't. They did not went crazy superhero on Robocop. They kept Robocop vulnerablity, if it got shot i get scratch or get damage. Even better that the body does make him run faster or jump higher kinda stuffs. Robocop is cyborg who is a cop. Not the saviour of mankind or anything. That lead to my second point i like about the movie, the action. The original Robocop were slow like Frankenstein Monster, the new one is faster. Giving more action to enjoy. Seeing Robocop turn and turn to shoot enemies is a satisfaction indeed. The third reason was the sciences behind Robocop. The technology and the science of controlling robot with our mind is intriguing.

However, nothing is perfect. What i dont like about the movie. The first one got the be Robocop partner. His acting was adequate. I wish he plays more role in Robocop as his partner. Secondly, the villain. I hate that the motivation of the villain. So much power in his hand but his evil doing is not grand enough for the power he had. I wish he could be more evil.

As a conclusion, this movie discuss the human emotion, what it meant to be human. As the reasons written above, i gave Robocop a solid 7/10. I believe you guys will enjoy it.

Therefore, that will conclude my first movie review. I like watching movie and i hope i can do this more. And maybe improved on things i can say in this kind of entry.

Peace out people.

4th Semester Results.

Hi everyone.

I think you guys are sick of me saying i'm sorry right. But still you guys do deserve an apology. I did not kept my words. Therefore i'm very sorry. I dont know why, its so hard to find the inspiration to write anything. Maybe because i have so little thing going on in my life it become hard to write.

Anyway lets continue with today topic which is my 4th semester result. As everyone know, i'm currently a student of Bachelor of Science (Physics) at UiTM Perlis. So last January i've finish my 4th semester as a student there. Did my finals and everything. So, last Valentine's day, UiTM release the result of the finals for all their students. Alhamdulillah, it was a positive result for me. How positive? 3.73 positive. Yeah, My GPA for the semester was 3.73. It's a Dean's list result and i'm very grateful for that. The results was 2 A, 4A- and a B+. I'm very grateful but...

I know it is a very good result but i was kinda hoping for a higher result last semester. It was my 2013 new year's resolution to get a 4.0 GPA in any semester last year. Unfortunately, the first sem of last year i can only muster up a 3.68 and last sem, as you guys well know, 3.73. It kind of a downer since i can't achieve any of my new year's resolution. But still i'm grateful. Another reason why i was hoping for higher is because i'm right now in a healthy competition with a Biology student. Unfortunately this sem i lose again. He got a 3.93. I know you might think it is like comparing apple and oranges by having a competition with a bio student. But its fun to have this competition. Haha.

Anyway, my 4th semester is in the past now. There's no need to cry over spilt milk right. Just keep my head up try harder next sem to achieve my goal to at least get a 4.0 GPA in one of my remaining two semester here in UiTM Perlis.

P/s: for my friends reading this, yes we can. Yes we can reach the sky. All we need is faith and a lot of effort. Never stop believing and never stop trying. Again,

YES WE CAN GUYS!!!!!

See you guys again next time.

My result slip of last semester. Arabic Language was supposed to be a free win but i messed up. Also, financial management and waves and optic. But i've tried my best. What can i do. 

A Little Holiday

Hello everyone,

Yes i know. i broke my promise to write more. i said one post a day right. i'm very sorry about that. since my final exam weeks last week i was still trying to give my head a break. i didn't post anything during the finals also. i'm very sorry about that. at first i thought i can write during the week. but 12 hours of straight studying is exhausting. like seriously exhausting. i think after Mathematical Methods in Physics exam, i can only find enough energy to just study. i couldn't find that extra energy to write anything.

Anyway, now i'm trying to make up for my mistakes of not writing. since it is my holiday right now, i will maybe use as many energy i can muster to write here. but i think the reason why i dont know what to write is probably i kinda figure out topic like 5 minutes before i write. so during this holiday i think i'm going to write stuff better. figuring out topics to write before hand. therefore here is a list of what i'm going to write during this holiday:

• Games i play (I have some games i pick up that probably i would like to recommend playing.)
• Movies i recommend
• Science stuff (this need more preparation)
• Dark Matter
• Time travelling
• quantum locking
• mathematical or computer modelling
• etc. (this is just a rough draft, if i found anything interesting i will write it here)
• Sports commentary (i not much a jockey, but it is my blog so i would really like to give my 2 cents on soccer or any other sports. hehe)
• Photography-i have left my camera for such a long time now. so i would really like to start again. maybe walk around KL find some subject to photograph. 
• People
• Architecture
• flora and landscape

I guess that should be it for now. i catch you guy later. want to watch Li Na vs Cibulkova in Australian Open.

p/s: wow, i owe you guys and myself 20 posts. i will try to do it!!

Freaks. I forgot (5/1/2014)

Hello everyone,

Oh shit. I forgot to post something. I'm very sorry i cant say anything today. Just too busy studying for Mathematical Methods for Physics. It is a paper i'm really scared of. Anything can happen. Anyway, wish me luck for tomorrow. I'm trying to do my best.

Sleep Deprivation (4/1/2014)

Hello everybody,

4th post. Almost thought of skipping today because i went blank on what to write. i was roaming the internet for hours (just kidding, only 15 minutes). then i turn on youtube and i stumble upon this Head Squeeze video about sleep. I let you guys watch it first, very informative.

Now, i hope you guys already watch it. Why i got curious about this video is because its the finals right now here in UiTM Arau, Perlis Malaysia. Since it is a well documented that a lot of students really like to stay awake late at night to "study". i did it a long time ago back when i was studying in Canada. Therefore i will conclude right now that staying up late to study is BULLSHIT!!

Now here is why. As said in the video that sleep is important for everyone. it help body functions. injuries also heals faster during sleeping. without sleep, human are prone to make erratic decision and error in judgement (pretty the same thing yet i refuse to change it). Other effects of sleep deprivation are depression, memory problems, the weakening of immune system and increase in perception of pain (you'll feel pain easier). This facts are extracted from WebMD. click on it to know more. even worse sleep deprivation might stop muscle growth (no wonder i'm short). Lack of sleep even get to be a form of torture by certain individual and it was an effective move. 

Personally, I totally agree with what James May have to say. Sleep deprivation really stuttered my decision making. the worst i've gone without sleeping was 72 hours. i think it was around that much. i did it twice already my whole life and i've regretted ever done it. i stay awake by drinking coffee and energy drinks. mainly red bull. i thought that by staying awake i can be more productive in order to finish of assignments and lab reports. How wrong was i. after reading back things i wrote during the period of sleep deprived, it was like reading a report written by a 10 years old in the middle of Pahang National Forest. it was that bad. And also, i almost got hit by cars on my bike when i was sleep deprived. Conclusion, staying awake more than 24 hours or even 18 hours is not for me. 

So my advice to any youth, or adult if you want to listen, get your sleeps. it is always better to sleep and have a fresh mind than staying awake and thought that you were being productive. plus, lack of sleep might endanger your life or even worse life of others around you. therefore, go to sleep everybody. 

Good night and Sweet dream. 

:)

reference:

http://www.webmd.com/sleep-disorders/guide/sleep-requirements

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCXwqkHTi3Y&list=PLMrtJn-MOYmfqNgyPxx6NYMZnd25y4shc

Feeling Down (3/1/2014)

Hello everybody,

3rd of the new year and the 3rd post for the year. doing great with schedule. Alhamdulillah. But unfortunately, i dont really in a mood to write right now. remember when i said i had a final today. yeah, it crushed me. it crushed me so hard i loss appetite to eat dinner. i literally don't know what to eat tonight and any food turn me off (not in a sexual way). i  even went to watch some cooking videos and still cant get any desire to eat. it SUCKS!!!

anyway, that will be all for today. sorry i cant be more informative today. i promise i'll be more informative tomorrow and maybe the day after. i need to blow off some steam by maybe watch some movies or something. i'm thinking The Dark Knight (favourite movie ever).

My favourite movie of all time. But i've never seen this poster before. it's cool.

Nasi Goreng Tomyam (2/1/2014)

Hello everybody. 

I almost forgot to write here today. It is only the 2nd day and i've already forget to write things here. But dont worry. Now i here and i want to write. 

Today, not many things happen to me that i can teach you guys. I'm in my finals week in UiTM Perlis, so not much running around learning new stuffs. So how about i talk about the things i need to learn for tomorrow. Wait, i forgot to say that tomorrow (3/1/2014) i have an exam. Nondestructive Test (NDT)

So NDT is a simple yet a complex course if i need to put it simply. As you might know, anything that got design and make need to be inspected. But the inspection need to be done nondestructively, because somebody going to get mad if the component were destroyed during inspections. Mainly, we need to learn about 5 main NDT techniques which are Liquid Penetrant inspection (LPI), Magnetic Particle inspection(MPI), Radiography, Eddy Current testing and Ultrasound. I dont want to go into details but i can put into one sentence summary on all the tests.

1) LPI- It uses the concept of capillary action of liquid where the penetrant dwells into surface cracks to show where cracks are. 

2) MPI- it uses the concept of magnetic fields, by using ferrous dust on a ferromagnetic material to check cracks by magnetizing the specimen. 

3) Radiography- to put it very simple, it is X-ray inspection. 

4)Eddy Current Testing- it uses the concept of induced magnetic field and induced electric field. (I want to say more but i'm limited to one sentence)

5) Ultrasonic Inspection - basically the things that doctor do to pregnant woman to check for fetus growth only being done to solid materials to check for cracks inside the specimen. 

So that should give you a general idea on what  my final exam tomorrow will be about. Honestly, it looks simple enough because it is just applied physics. But it is so general i'm afraid they might get into details on the concept of each testing which as big as physics can get. So anyway, wish me luck. Going to need it. 

P/s: I cook today, Tom Yam fried rice with crackers and fried chicken. Maybe tomorrow i can talk about food. 

A Post A Day (1/1/2014)

Hi everybody,
It has been a long time since i write anything. But this year i want to make something crazy. I want to post something here daily. This will be my new diary. A place for me to pour everything in my heart. Talk about being gay right. But i think this might be good for me. I have thoughts and ideas that were left unattended. So maybe by writing daily i can probably let it all out.

For the first day of 2014, i thought i'll talk about my new year resolutions. Last year resolution did not go so well.
i) i did not get any 4.00 GPA last year on my two semester.
ii) i did not manage to lose weight till 60 kg last year dispite my cycling.
iii) i had a terrible a break up with my ex-girlfriend, Illani Ramlee
iv) i'm still a nobody in UiTM Perlis.

As you can see, i cant say that 2013 have been great for me. But my academic has been good for me, althought i believe i can do more. Maybe i was too happy with being in love, i feel like i can do anything when i set those goals. Damn, what a mistake. I wont make that same mistake.

Therefore, this year i think i might keep only one resolution from last year. Here are my new year resolutions:
i) I want to keep my dream to get a 4.0 GPA. I know i can do it. And i believe i can do it. Pray for me. I can handle physics.
ii) I want to be better.

Haha. Such original idea right. "Be better" only. Like u never heard that one before right. But i'm serious. I dont want to put to much pressure on my shoulder by putting too many resolutions. So i will only want to get a 4 flat. That's all. I know i can do many more things but this one is the only thing i care about. Being the best boyfreind and all that means nothing to me. But showing i can hit a 4.0, i can show the world i'm not an idiot.

That's all for now. I'll get back to you guys again tomorrow.

Hello New Year 2013

Assalamualaikum everyone,
How was your new year? i know i'm a little late (5 days late). i hope you dont have too much fun, it is just a change of date. Anyway, my last post was about my 2012 in review. So today, i would like to write about my new year resolutions. I do believe that New Year is just a change of date, but if you are going to start changing yourself to the better, 1st January sounds like a fun date for you to start your first step. People says the hardest part in changes is the first step. Thus, new year resolutions help those people who really had a hard time taking the first step. and i'm not proud to say that i am definitely one those people who's leg are so heavy that taking the first step is near impossible. but taking a new motto in life (borrowing from Adidas old motto) "Impossible is nothing", i want to try to take a step on achieving some new year resolutions.

So here's my new year resolution (Seriously want to achieve part):

1. Scoring a 4.00 GPA in one of my semesters or both this year.
Yes, you read right. I'm going for 4.0 GPA this year. I'm not the smartest person not even my family (I had always sees my brother to be smarter than I am) nor in this university. but last semester i manage to hit 3.8 and there is no going down anymore. i want more. so and unrealistic goal of 4.0 is set. wish me luck and please pray for me. i need as much help as i can get. (But you are in UiTM, how hard can that be. hahaha)

2. Lower my weight to 60 kg 
This has been in the resolution books for years now. the last time i'm that light is i think in form 4 i guess. haha. yes i am a fat kid. i am still a fat man now. but since i manage to lose 20 kg in 4 months or something, i thought this goal is not that hard. quite possible and maybe can be easy. (such a naive kid.) but nevertheless, i'll try my best to achieve this. this goal doesn't mean i want to get ripped. seriously i dont want to have that The Rock body or something. i just want to lose weight. (you sound like a girl) but hey, if getting ripped makes me lose weight, why the hell not right.

3. Get licenses!!!
this one is a very important goals. and i am ashamed of it. i cant be that boyfriend who had to ask their girlfriend to drive them around. that is embarrassing. i did it back when i was with Nadrah Jaafar. and it sucks! thus i need a license. at least motorcycle to go around Perlis.

So now here is some of my less important resolutions.

4. Learn to invest and invest.
why you ask? i am 23 years old and gonna graduate when i'm 25 years old. lets be honest 25 years old is pretty old. i need to have my life figure out during this learning experience. by the time i graduate at least i can make some money. most probably for a home, a car and most definitely to get myself a freaking wife. like seriously i'm very jealous of friends getting married left and right. dont comfort me saying why worry about that. getting married is a very good thing. it shows you are grown up. so by 25 or 26, i want a family. i'm serious.

5. Get Master in Starcraft 2: Heart of the Swarm
I've already promise myself to buy the expansion for Starcraft 2: Wings of Liberty. and once i got to play that, i will train to get to Master. i still love Starcraft 2. I wish i could play it right now. but unfortunately my internet is not that fast to play it very beautifully. i missed it so much. but i will get better at it.

6. Try to get some important work in UiTM
Well, i would like to end my years in UiTM as some what of an extraordinary students. i might end these dreaded 3 years with an above 3.00 CGPA but i would like to end it with an ANC. But ANC is less impressive if you are just a student who study a lot. i would like to step up my game maybe by trying club or anything.

7. Do photography again.
I have been leaving photography for quite a long time now. my baby (Canon EOS 50D) right now is probably being used recklessly by my brothers. it makes me sad. so this year, i would like to start again. probably buy some new gears for the camera. maybe a long awaited super-zoom lens. or maybe a new body. or even buy myself a compact camera and do photography by using a small camera. Photography isn't limited to only DSLR right.

8. Buy a new laptop.
Since there are now Windows 8 and my laptop cant run it probably, i would like a new laptop. haha.

9. Be the best boyfriend ever.
This will only benefit me and my gf. haha. but it would be a good goal. maybe i can be better by being a husband. (i really would love to start a family right now)

10. Write more.
This would be the best way to end this post. I would like to write more. i'm happy now, so i would like to write more with more happy thoughts. plus i need a medium to practice my broken English. because in UiTM you'll only practice broken Bahasa Malaysia. thus, hopefully 2013 would have a lot more posts in this blog.

That's all for me now. What's your biggest resolution this year? remember, setting goals for yourself is the first step for success. like they said "Fail to plan, you are planning to fail."

See you guys again!

Assalamualaikum.

Bye Bye 2012

hello everyone,
it is the end of year 2012. and unlike the past 2 years, this year has been nice to me. if anyone follow my past post, they'll know how i dug my own grave and do a somersault into it. i literally did that. but this year, it is different. 2012 has been very kind to me. there hasn't been so many heartache this year and there's been a lot of "hold your chin high" moment for me.

first of all, the most memorable moment this year would be my getting in UiTM. well, UiTM is pretty easy to get in. but the fact that i said "fuck it, i had enough sobbing" and get myself to get to UiTM after 6 months of "finding myself" was a big deal for me. i had friends who unfortunately had the same fate as me and they told their stories. there are goes to deep depression, there's guy that waited a year to get back on his feet and there's even one who needed professional help. i was lucky i don't need all that and all i need was 6 months with my family. so although getting in UiTM was not a big deal at all, but finding the courage to move on, to rise was a big deal.

second, my first dean list!! yes, this year i manage to insert myself into the dean list. yes, i know half of my readers actually a regular in that list but this year is my year. haha. but seriously, after my fall, i start to doubt my brain, like i start to think i'm dumb. like seriously i thought i was dumb. and everything leading to Canada was a series of fortunate event. but the dean list actually reassured me that i'm pretty smart. i do realize i sound like i'm committing one of the 7 deadly sin, "pride". but i dont care, i was so down this moral victory is what i need. so, i'm very glad that i'm not dumb, or at least not yet. hehe.

third, i have to say a new girlfriend. yes, i'm not at all ashamed to say that i have a new girlfriend. i have to say that it is a win because i just could use one. i have always been  a close book. ask my mom. she knows about my failure a month before i got back. i'm sorry umi. but a girlfriend is the only one person i think i can be a little open. they can say friends or bestfriend but i have major trust issue that i just cant trust anyone. so a girlfriend is really helpful. i think i mention somewhere i did have a girlfriend before but ended just before i left Canada. but in 2012, that spot been filled again. although it was from the end of October 2012 officially, it still count. just shows that i'm still lovable.

so far i talk about the ups, and for the down, there isn't much, like seriously. i think there has been much things that disappoint me in 2012. the worst thing to happen is probably MARA rejecting me from continuing their scholarship. those lovely people said they to sponsor IPTA. it sucks!! but i still manage to get JPA even though those bastard hasn't given me my money, i'm still happy about it. and i also got rejected by a friend. but it doesn't hurt that much because it is my second time asking. so no hard feeling. i also gain like 20 kg the beginning of 2012 but lost it in the middle of 2012. so not worth mentioning.

i guess that's my life in review for 2012. full of ups. very little downs. i'm very happy with 2012 after the couple of years i have in 2010 and 2011. it is a new start for me. a start for greatness ahead. i'm looking forward for 2013 as i ready myself to be awesome. therefore, bye bye 2012. hope to see you again once i created time-travelling. (i know it is impossible, dont burn me).

i would like to add my latest picture but this is the only one. meet Illani. :) 

Alhamdulillah

hello everyone,
it has been a while right? i just want to update a little about me. i'm doing just fine right now here at UiTM Arau, Perlis. Yes, it does sucks being at what i can best describe as a "university highschool" (it really do feel like being back in high school.) but it suck less because my GPA was something i can be proud of in quite sometimes (3.83) and i lost 20 kg since March 2012. so proud of myself. i know it is not good to be proud of thyself, but give me a break after 2 years being lost. also, i found myself a beautiful girlfriend to help me keep my cool and motivate me. i know a lot of people says that a gf would not help. but i think it help me a little. i'll talk about her later. ok, i think i have nothing more to say here.

i'll get back to you guys later. :)

p/s: here's my last sem GPA. Alhamdulillah.

NO.	COURSES	GRADE	RESULT
1.	BEL462 - READING AND CRITICAL THINKING ( 2.0 )	A-	LU
2.	CHM420 - GENERAL CHEMISTRY ( 4.0 )	A-	LU
3.	CSC425 - INTRODUCTION TO COMPUTER PROGRAMMING ( 3.0 )	A+	LU
4.	CTU551 - ISLAM AND ASIAN CIVILIZATION ( 2.0 )	B+	LU
5.	HBU111 - NATIONAL KESATRIA I ( 1.0 )	A	LU
6.	MAT421 - CALCULUS I ( 3.0 )	A	LU
7.	PHY430 - PHYSICS I ( 4.0 )	A	LU

New Life

hello everyone,
i know. my name is Syazli if anybody already forget that. haha. yes, it has been so long since i wrote anything here. it because i was busy, i just don't know what to write anymore. nothing cool happen in my life. but i can confirm you that a lot has changed. for once, my university. for those who doesn't know, i studied at UiTM Arau, Perlis now. i'm studying physics now. yes, PHYSICS. i failed Engineering PHYSICS, wonder what gonna happen with physics. haha. dont worry, i'm a lil bit more focus now. back then, i got distracted too much. plus, engineering sucks so much. yes, engineering students who still think i'm your friend, i think ENGINEERING SUCKS!!!! said the guy who took a course that is 50% engineering made of and probably end up working in that area too. haha. but life is pretty good.

okay, that is for now. just want to post something since i like writing shit when i have the mood to write. when i dont have any determination to write. this kind of post created. good night people.

p/s: The Dark Knight Rises is NOW!!!! i need a date to take to watch it or someone.

look!!! That's ME!!!

Look man!! MY sucky room!!!

Starting Anew

hello everyone.

God knows when was the last time i wrote anything in here because i can't remember the last time i wrote. anyway, Alhamdulillah today will be the day i write something here. but it will be a short post. plus it is 4.30 am here in KL. why am I still awake? i don't know. HAHA.

Insomnia Talk.

Hey everyone,
Right now is 2.57 am, December 2nd, 2011. And I'm not sleeping yet. As the title suggest, i am insomniac. simply, i have insomnia. Insomnia is difficulty in sleeping. For more info check this website http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0001808/. I would redirect you to Wikipedia but i think this is more reliable source. It has been a quite some time now i'm stuck with this. It is eating me from the inside.
To be honest i don't know whether this is really insomnia or not. I mean I am only 21. Most people my age wont be sleeping at during this hour. A lot of us have works, homeworks, playing games and etc. I never went to a psychologist or a doctor to report my problem yet. I mean why, its not like the doctors would believe me anyway. They might just say I being a spoiled kid who doesn't want to sleep. Plus all the student in the world aint sleeping at this hour. What make me different from them. I don't blame them. Drugs are not cheap.
What the fuck am i writing?? Man this sucks. I cant play Starcraft 2 because my wrist is hurt. FUCK THIS SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alright, i think i'm ending this right now. I have nothing to offer and i'm writing shits right now. They say friends heal depression. Where are them now?

Update #2

Hello everyone,
It is me again. Today i feel like updating. why you might ask. because i value this blog. and writing in it was fun. so i'm bringing the fun back to my life.

But i have to be honest. nothing exciting ever happens to me. Thus i come out with an idea. I will change the name of this blog to From A Failure's Mind. that is my first step. i know it sound depressing but successful mind already rule the world, so i think it is a good step.

Next i want to write a series of me rambling about stuffs. which right now is about games. i'll call it "Me On ... (Something)". I've been spending a lot of time on games right now since i have nothing better to do. So instead of finding a job somewhere. i decide to sit on my lazy ass and play game and wrote my experience on to my blog. So that will be my plan. Right now i have already have some games i've played during my 21 years old life. Among them are:

1. Starcraft 1 & 2
2. Final Fantasy series
3. Resident Evil series
4. Doom series
5. Need for Speed Series.
6. Age of Empires series 
7. Age of Mythology
8. DC Universe Online
9. a bunch of MMO and etc.

Mind you that i am NOT a pro-gamer. Not even close to being good. The best skill i have is on Starcraft 2 but still the community called me a noob (newbie). So this will not be a series of well educated review on the games. Just me rambling about the games. You may like it or not, i'm still going to write it because i'm bored and i need to tell someone about something. I hope you guys will continue to read this blog even if it hurts. :P

That's all for now. This has been Leonhartxtreme signing off.    

Update...

Hello everyone,
Damn, it been so long since i last post anything in here. why u might ask? Well the reason is simply, nothing good happen in life so far. Maybe my first Aidilfitri in Malaysia after 4 Aidilfitri in Canada but it is just the same as 5 years ago. in fact, it was pretty bad. No Aidilfitri BBQ. My bro have to leave early. and no out of this world fireworks that i expected. So I did not write anything. and then with very little income, i cant do anything super fun. plus i dont have license to drive a car. and public transport here only take you the boring place. so yeah, no update.

However, i wanna make this post cuz, i'm thinking of creating a new blog. Probably a photoblog, if all goes well. Or maybe i wanna delete this one. Thus, i wanna thank everyone who read my blog and comments. Thank you.

Gaming Wednesday: E3 so far

Hi everyone,
I want to start something here. So just go along with it.Ii will try to post news or my opinion on the gaming world every Wedenesday and I will call it Gaming Wednesday.

So since this week is E3 Expo at Los Angeles Convention Center, I thought I share with you guys what I watch so far. To be honest, the convention officially start tomorrow, but the major companies has already held their press conference announcing their biggest announcements. but today i will talk about the current major console company; Nintendo, Sony and Microsoft. These three companies has make me wake up early to turn on their livestream to watch their announcements. So let's get started: